2am and still typing

the daytime version is a liar

not a bad one. just tidy. daytime me answers in one line, sends a photo, keeps it moving. she's efficient and everybody likes her fine.

but the ones i remember are never the efficient ones. they're the guy who told me about his grandmother's kitchen at 1:40am. the one who admitted he'd been reading my page for a month before he said hi. the one who typed "nevermind" and then, when i said say it, said it.

what i do with those

i keep them. not in a creepy way. in the way you keep a song someone put on for you.

some of them turn into these entries. most of them just sit there and change how i answer the next person a little.

if you're reading this at 2am

then you know exactly what i'm talking about, and you also know where i actually am at this hour. it isn't here.

come find me. bring the weird question.